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Dreaming Of Si

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Dec. 17th, 2010 | 05:46 am

After a long reprieve I am using this journal again. I woke at exactly 5:00am after a powerful dream. In the dream I was wandering, lost, through a chaotic city ~ looking for the other part of myself, represented in my mind as a male partner. The partner is no one in particular but a mesh of ideas about "partner". Sometimes there are aspects of people I've been very close to. There is a lot of Damon in him but he is not Damon, himself.

When at last we find one another, it is time to seek exit from the confusing city. But as we are about to leave, another lost person tries to interfere. In the dream this is represented by my friend, Angie. She is drunk. She tries to lure my other half away from me through meaningless gratification but he is not interested in that state of being. I try to explain to my friend that this is not the way of intimacy she is really seeking. She becomes angry and wishes to act out against me because I'm trying to take something away from her that she desperately needs.

My other half steps in and takes me aside. He looks into me and begins chanting "ma ma ma ma..." while looking into my face for solace and healing. Tears are in his eyes yet the rest of his face is serene and focused as energy passes between us like the wind through the trees.

I woke up feeling empowered toward a wholeness that I have been seeking.

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-a josh-

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from: socraticlaughtr
date: Dec. 17th, 2010 07:11 pm (UTC)

thats really cool..

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Reformation of Self in progress...

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from: azul_ros
date: Dec. 19th, 2010 04:28 am (UTC)

I'll 2nd that comment. Very powerful dream indeed! :)

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